The more i see her face, the more i feel like puking my brains out.
I swear.
Havent been updating over here.
Life's not been what i wanted it to be, but when since when has it, right?
Been missing him.
Madness.
Been into my partying mood.
Double madness.
And been wanting to get the hell away from people.
Can i just die?
Seriously, like now.
Urgh.
So now you, you and you, know that i'm not that happy girl i tried to be.
5:28 AM
.. Ooh so sexY ..
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Fell asleep in the arms of the opposite sex?
~ Uhuh.
Ever physically fought with a member of the opposite sex?
~ Almost. I swear at that point of time i was ranging mad.
Ever walked in on your friends having sex?
~ Haha. Why would they want to have sex with my presence? Lolx.
Ever sang to the person you liked?
~ Nope.
Is there anyone who likes you?
~ God knows.
Do you believe ex's can be friends ?
~ Depends on the situation.
Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
~ Can't remember. I hardly sleep at night these days.
Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
~ Haha. Define soul-mate.
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What is/are your favorite color/s?
~ No preferences.
Are you a shy person?
~ Very shy. I swear. =)
What are you excited for?
~ Tonight.
Do you have memories that you want to forget?
~ Yes.
If you could cry right now, what would be the reason?
~ Because i miss Saiful, that's why.
Are you happy?
~ Happy enough.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
~ Hell no.
Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
~ the one and only fbt shorts.
Do you hate seeing happy couples?
~ * roll eyes*. Haha.
If you went to jail, who would bail you out?
~ My parents.
How tall are you?
~ The last i checked i didn't grow a single bit since i left secondary school three years ago.
When was the last time you were actually happy ?
~ The week i wasn't working, the last week of school holidays.
How long does it take you in the morning to fix your hair?
~ Not long, about five minutes or so.
Have you ever played spin the bottle?
~ Haha.
Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
~ Yeah, i don't find the reason not to have a good relationship with her. =)
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
~ Nah, i don't think i ever fainted anywhere.
Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
~ Many short relationships.
Have you ever wondered how they make lines in toothpaste?
~ No, never.
Do you ever feel curious about how people see you?
~ They can think whatever the hell they want to think about me.
When is the next time you will kiss someone?
~ When i see a cute stranger tomorrow. =)
Do you find smoking unattractive?
~ Not really. But i don't find it sexy either.
Who was your crush in 5th grade?
~ Probably boy hot. Not so cute afterall these years though. Haha.
What is your biggest fear about making a total commitment to someone?
~ The fact that i will lose them one way or another.
Have you ever suspected anyone cheating on you?
~ Haha. Never. I swear.
Do you remember who you liked on New Years?
~ My sinners.
Are you someone who worries too often?
~ Not really anymore.
Could things possibly get any better?
~ Hopefully. Cross my fingers.
Have you consumed alcohol in the past 24 hours?
~ Don't find the need to drink just yet. =)
Have you ever been in a situation where you had to be around your ex everyday?
~ No, thank god.
Have you ever been in a car accident?
~ Nope.
If you could have something right now, what would it be?
~ My sleep. Schooling in a few hours time and i'm not asleep yet. =(
Do you like sushi?
~ Yes.
What can you currently hear?
~ My grandmother rummaging through things.
Whats the last pinkie promise you made, and to who?
~ To be super skinny by end of the year. To myself. =)
Have you ever cleaned up someone else's vomit?
~ Eww. No. I can't stand cleaning up my own puke, what's more others?
Is there anyone home?
~ Yes, everyone.
The person you fell hardest for died today, how would you feel?
~ For real? I don't know.
Have you kissed someone in 09 that means a lot to you?
~ My girlfriends. Do they count?
Something tragic just happened, does your facial expression show it?
~ I suppose so.
Do you miss someone?
~ You wouldn't want to know.
So, what do you want for your birthday?
~ Be super rich can?
Does any part of your body hurt right now?
~ My whole body's aching. That time of the month. Sucks.
Would you ever work at McDonalds?
~ No.
Are any of your Facebook TOP friends gay/bi/ lesbian?
~ Yup. Two or three of them.
Would you care if you saw the person you like, kissing someone else?
~ Haha. As long as that person i like is not attached to me. And the person he's kissing is not my bestfriend. I swear i'll kill them. Haha.
Did you see a boy today that made you smile?
~ Nope.
What are you doing tomorrow?
~ School later and meeting up with my babies at night. Woohoo.
Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
~ Bugis Village.
Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow?
~ It's 6.14am and i'm still wide awake since last night. What the fuck, right?
Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
~ Not anytime soon.
Do you love anyone right now?
~ Define love.
Is it easy to make you cry?
~ Haha. I'm strong enough in a way.
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
~ A long long time ago.
Were you happy when you woke up?
~ Grumpy. Especially if someone woke me up.
Does the person you like, like you back?
~ Haha.
If any, name a lyric from the song you're listening to?
~ And i keep bleeding in love.
Do you want someone to call you right now?
~ I just want to hear his voice.
If someone liked you right now would you want to know?
~ Not really.
Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
~ Not anymore.
When was the last time you had butterflies?
~ Can't remember.
Who do you want to see right now?
~ My friends.
Did you mean "I love you" when you said it last?
~ Only to those who are worth the love. Hahaha.
Do you get upset over the opposite sex easily?
~ Nah. I don't give two shits no more.
When you say you don't care do you mean it?
~ Most of the time, yes.
What would you do if someone called you handsome/beautiful?
~ Whatever.
Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
~ Yes. =)
Who wαs the lαst person you hαd α deep conversαtion with ?
~ Kak Mira. Haha.
Where were you αt 4:00 this morning ?
~ Online.
Whαt's the cd in your plαyer ?
~ No CD player.
Cαn you count to ten in more thαn one lαnguαge αnd whαt lαnguαge ?
English, Malay and Mandrin.
Who is the lαst person to tell you they love you ?
~ Shaza baby.
Did you kiss or hug αnyone todαy?
~ Uhuh. Afni.
Is your current hαir color mostly your nαturαl hαir color ?
~ Haha. I wish.
Is your bed big enough for you ?
~ Unfortunately, no.
Whαt wαs the reαson behind the lαst time you lαughed ?
~ Must be because i had a real good time.
Hαve you ever lαughed so hαrd you cried ?
~ Don't think so.
What is your favourite thing αbout being sick ?
~ Don't have to go to school or work. I need that day to come.
Do you look αt the keyboαrd when you type ?
~ Not all the time.
When wαs the lαst time someone confessed to liking you ?
~ Very long time ago. I swear.
Is it eαsy for others to mαke you feel αwkwαrd ?
~ Sometimes.
Do you like to look up αt the stαrs αt night ?
~ Yes, love it.
Bright or dαrk room ?
~ Dark..
5:43 AM
.. Ooh so sexY ..
Saturday, October 10, 2009
HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN 6 YEARS??
-------------6 years ago----------
1.) How old were you?
~ 14 years old.
2.) Where did you go to school?
~ East Spring Secondary School.
3.) Where did you work?
~ Wasn't working then.
4.) Where did you live?
~ Simei.
5.) Where did you hang out?
~ Under the blocks near school but mostly Tampines Mart.
7) Who was your best friend?
~ Ang Faza and Ain Hamid and surprisingly, Alijah.
8.) How many tattoos did you have?
~ None. Wasn't that crazy. Haha.
9.) How many piercings did you have?
~ Only three piercings. Two on the right and one on the left.
10.) What car did you drive?
~ In my dreams, i had a BMW. Lolx.
11.) Had you been to a real party?
~ Back then? Haha. Don't think so.
12.) Had You had your heart broken?
~ Haha. No comment.
13.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
~ Taken but... haha.
-------------3 years ago----------
1.) How old were you?:
~ 17 yrs old
2.) Where did you go to school?
~ East Spring Secondary School. Secondary 5.
3.) Where did you work?
~ Still wasn't working anywhere.
4.) Where did you live?
~ Simei.
5.) Where did you hang out?
~ Haha. Home. I swear.
7.) Who was/were your best friend(s)?
~ Those girls, especially Ain Hamid.
9.) How many tattoos did you have?
~ None.
10.) How many piercings did you have?
~ Two. Decided to close my other hole. =)
11) What car did you drive?
~ None.
12) Had your heart broken?
~ Still can't get over the pervious heart break. I know.
13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
~ Single and loving it. =)
--------------------Today--------------------
1.) How old are you?:
~ 20 years old.
2.) Where do you go to school?
~ ITE Bishan Events Management.
3.) Where do you work?
~ Haha. Sufi.
4.) Where do you live?
~ Simei.
5.) Where do you hang out?
~ Most days, Arab street. Or under block 313.
7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?
~ Hmm. Hard to say. Ain Hamid. Not close anymore, but still on and off contacting each other. Cheers to 10 years of friendship babe!!! =)
8.) What car do you drive?
~ Unfortunately, i just booked my FTT. So i suck.
9.) Had your heart broken?
~ Ask her.
10.) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single and still loving it. =)
WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
1 MINUTE AGO: on Facebook.
1 HOUR AGO: just got home from work.
1 DAY AGO: Exactly a day ago, i was on the lappy at this hour.
1 YEAR AGO: Probably crying and cursing my heart out. Either that, i should be out clubbing or working.
First piercing: When i was so young.
First credit card: Still havent own one. Lolx.
Last big car ride: The van transport.
Last movie seen in theaters: The Ugly Truth.
Last food consumed: Staff meal about 6 hours ago.
Last person you texted/called: Zam.
Last drink drank: Iced Apple tea mixed with Lemonade.
SHORT ANSWER.
I AM: fat and ugly. Haha.
I HAVE: school on Monday!!!! Fuck sia.
I LIKE: to go on a long long vacation.
I WISH: to geth the hell out of Singapore.
FAVORITES:
NUMBER: 10.
COLOUR: Used to be orange.
DAY(S): Thursday. Dbl o baby.
MONTH(S): The same shit.
SEASON: Sunny so that i can soak up in the sun all the time. =)
DRINK: Green tea
IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: Nope.
HELPED SOMEONE?: Don't think so.
GOTTEN SICK?: Sinus.
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: No time.
SAID 'I love you'?: Yes to myself. :)
TALKED TO AN EX?: Nope. Because there's someone to entertain him, so i'm not going hear from him anytime soon either.
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: Yup.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Haha. Not really.
_______ Best ________
1. Best Age: 18!
2. Best Memory: The year i worked at El-Sheikh. I had so much fun.
_______ Worst ________
1. Time Of Day: Surprisingly, i have no problem with time.
2. Day Of The Week: Depends actually.
3. Food: I love Food.
4. Memory: Seconday school. Hate it like mad.
_______ Last ________
1. Person you saw: My grandmother.
2. Phone call: Zam.
_______ First ________
1. Serious b/f or g/f: Haha. Frankly speaking, it was that mother fucker. And the long lasting one.
2. Job: Waitress.
_______ Today ________
1. Listening to now: GerhanaSka Cinta- My boy lollipop.
2. Tonight: Working. Boring.
3. Wearing: grey Spag top and fbt shorts.
4. What did you eat for lunch: I survived the whole day not eating until 12 mignight.
_______ Tomorrow ________
1. Is: Saturday. No big deal.
2. Got any plans: Work.
3. Goal: To survive another semester in school starting from Monday.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Have to work on a Saturday night. Crap.
5. Likes about tomorrow: I can sleep til late i suppose. I'm going to work up in time for work. I swear.
5:53 AM
.. Ooh so sexY ..
Friday, September 4, 2009
People are disgusting. And me, haven't had my beauty sleep since two days ago. =)
1:45 PM
.. Ooh so sexY ..
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Been busy with school. Projects piling up. Exams are coming. And of course, at the end of the day, i still have work to go to. I'm tired but i'm trying my best to be a reliable team member. I really hope i don't burden you girls much.
And to my sinners, i love you more everyday. I can't wait for tomorrow. I'm excited for this girl that i'm going to be. I'm going to change. For the better i hope.
To my Mr Armyboy, as much as i despise you for the shits you've done to me, i really pray for your happiness. I have had enough of you and i really think i should move on from whatever that's left of us. This so-called friendship has no value if i'm the one that has been giving in. Truth is, i love you a lot. But i've gotten over the fact that we can never be together a long time ago, back when you started to drift away from me. And i'm not sorry that i've been ignoring and advoiding you.
1:47 AM
.. Ooh so sexY ..
